hubby i miss u i miss cuppy i miss latte.

hubby, help me see the new black n95 nice or not. i dont like n81. not nice. :(

i miss cuppy badly:(

hubby poor thing hor? :( dont be sad. must take care of urself.

muacks muacks.

just went for injection....

aiyo... i dont like exams. everyone finished exams already except me. dont even have to mood to sit down properly to study. SIGH.

i miss u very much.

u know or not?!?!?!?!!

all the best :)

girlfriend ah...
exam is coming soon... hope you are well prepared :)
you must study real hard ok...
i know you can do it and you will do well :)
all the best and good luck
MUACKZZZZ big kiss for you hope you can do well ok
love love love

sorry

wife
i am sorry about just now
i shouldn't talk to you this way. i was just upset that u claimed u called me many times and i didn't pick up
but the fact is that i didn't even receive any miss calls from you.

hubby,

u really dont want me anymore?

meee :(

hubby one whole day never contact me.

very sad.

i miss u very much.

i miss you

i miss you too..
i miss cuppy
i miss latte....
i promise u i wont do anything that makes you sad again :)
love love love :)

今天你要回台灣了

老公, 回台灣後不要忘記我.
我是你的老婆. 不要再做會讓我傷心的事了好嗎?
你答應過的.

老公, 我好想你哦.
你會擔心 cuppy 和 latte 嗎?
你會無時無刻想著我們嗎?

我們都在三個不同的國家.
真的很想很想見到你們.

老公, 我愛你!

i am worried for cuppy. :(

i miss you too

Girlfriend...why are you so sad??
i miss you too :)
cuppy and latte miss you too :)
cheer up and study hard ok??
i promise i will go usa and find you
you must study hard and faster graduate and start working
by then i will still be doing my last semester.
no matter where you are, what you do, i will always love you :)

老公, 考試還好嗎? 我很想你. 很想, 很想, 很想你.

在這裡沒有你抱我睡覺
在這裡沒有你每天跟我說你愛我
在這裡沒有你每時每刻陪我
在這裡沒有你的日子很難過

我幾時才可以回到你身邊呢?

...

ya i have to admit that i dislike him very much
from his face to everything... no matter how much winnie has helped. i still don't him. rich kid family in sg are spoilt and useless lol
he doesn't like cuppy... my cuppy will never like him.
it is time for me to seriously think of something so that i will not always depend on winnie... dun wan to owe her so much...

for u

sometimes when we dont have a choice, it's not up to us to decide. we have to take one step at a time. cheer up hubby. things will be fine soon. this is just one of the obstacles in life that we have to face.

smiles more and dont cry anymore.

MUACKS.

u know i love u.

:)

cuppy

today neva visit cuppy...
i miss cuppy alot alot alot.. but there's nothing i can do.
i have no money to rent a condo or a hse for him. what can i do???
just feel so helpless.........
i can't expect winnie to keep paying for me... that's not helping the situation...
i cried cuz i really hate the feeling...
i have no idea what i shld do...

Hubby,

sometimes i wish i can read ur mind.
sometimes i wish we are out of uni and working so that we are financially able to pay for every thing and not worry so much.
sometimes i wish i can be more patient towards u.
sometimes i wish u can understand me more.
sometimes i wish i can share ur troubles and problems with u.
sometimes i wish u can share every single little thing with me.
sometimes i wish we can start all over again without the haunting past, the worrying present and the unpredictable future.
sometimes i wish i am back there by ur side.
sometimes i wish u can be here for me when i need u.
sometimes i wish i can be able to understand ur every single decision and move.
sometimes i wish i can stop myself from quarrelling with u.
sometimes i wish u shouldnt have pampered me so much.
sometimes i wish i can just see ur face, hear ur voice and to be able to touch ur face, give u a kiss & a big hug and tell u i really miss u and that i love u really very much.

I'm sorry, hubby.

Love,
Cheryl

如果可以...我想回台灣了...
在新加坡...太多太多的煩惱了...好煩...
真他媽的煩...幹

FUCK~!!!!!!
failed one more again....
knn ccb lan jiao ji bai gu gu bird!!!
this sem sux!!!
anyway i really feel like adopting the 5 poor black labs :(
if i have a hse i will take alll!!!!
but no choice... heard from winnie that they will be put to slp tmr :(((
anyway really thank winnie for helping~~ and i am sorry that cuz of cuppy, she quarrel with her bf =.=
hai.....

i can't believe i failed all my three quizzes...
i was pretty confident that i will at least pass...
but.... fuck!!

beri long neva blog sia

it's been quite some time since i last blogged.
hmmm anyway i miss my tai-tai hsieh very much...
she's studying hard. all the best and good luch for ya exam on friday. i love you
hmm i miss cuppy... went to visit him last week. still hyper as usual.. i really miss jogging with him. slp with him. fight with him... haizzz
i have no idea when i can move hse... cuz now no money to rent a big hse... :( fuck~!
after one week break, life's getting busier than before.
students' exams are all coming. assignments deadlines near... quizzes every week =.=
i can't afford to fail any module this sem.. i must pass all!!!
hai... still duno how to settle cuppy....?????

cuppy

went to visit cuppy last sat
hmmm he seemed to lose some weight... i miss him.
heh he's the same old cuppy, fully of energy always pulling me around despite the choke chain
brought him to pasir ris park. there' s a beach. hmm i realised that he dun dare to swim in deep water. he onli dared to go where it is shallow. after tat we brought him to dog run. he tried to fuck some female labs but ended up getting himself a bite =.=
after that we sent him back. i almost cried on the car when we were on the way sending him back.
always really need to thank winne for helping. really owe her alot.
hmm.. now wife is sick again. hmm i really worry abt u :( :'( how i wish i am there to take care of you. hai........

cuppy

today the hdb ppl came...
fuckers...
i already sent cuppy away... what else fucking business they want!!!
ppl here are really sick.. bastards

cuppy...

just back from NATAS
super tired day. last night talked to cuppy till 4 am.
this monrning just sent him to pasir ris...
there are many dogs there. he has to learn to get along with them.
maybe it's time for him to learn something.
i miss him though. whenever i open hse door he will be there greeting me and wagging his tail...
but tonight... hai.. i miss him... hope he is doing fine.
wife i miss u too :(

I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS COUNTRY

sunday

hmmm next week there is a quiz on struct 2 but i still catch no ball~~
hmmm wife is slping now... i miss her~~ :(

hmmmmm

gf said i very long neva blog
hmm shall blog before i go out for tuition
today i woke up early myself!!!
went to the gym and played table tennis at clementi stadium with some folks
they are really good! and they said i can go on tue and thur morning to play with them sia
after gym rushed home and went out for tuition then sch. sch is bored pui
wife ah~ i miss you~~ and when are u going to buy lacey bras and panties and show them to me on skype???
hmm i love you wife~~ but rem u are not allowed to skip lessons!!
onli i can!
anyway i miss u very the much and i really heart heart u :)

4th Sept

i would like the thank those who had wished me birthday
...was a bit disapointed cuz mum never called last night
anyway, wife. i miss you very much. i got ya present le :)
i love them:)
cuppy, latte and i miss you

老公,

生日快樂!!!!!

我愛你哦.

muacks!

:)

....

aight had been out teaching since 9 plus in the morning.
farking shack now~ project deadlines are near~ quiz week is coming~ and nothing is done...

hubby

i am sorry

from me

home from sch...

had a boring day...

nothing much in sch except nerds nerds and still nerds....

sianz...

dickhead

fuck~~cuppy stepped on my dickhead just now when i tried to carry him
blue black sia >"<╭∩╮(︶ε︶メ)╭∩╮

fark

just got home from Balmoral
went there for tuition
sorry wife i watched dvd till slp last nite.
feeling tired sia. fuck just one tuition oso tired.
i think itz the bus journey....
anyway i miss u. so many projects... if u r here u can help me do le :(
hahahahaha erm u haven bought lacey bras and panties lehz
faster buy and show me thru web cam ok
love love nei nei
muckz

i just woke up sia

.

had a boring day.
just feel like blogging before i change and go out for tuition.
tuition again. nowadays ever since u left i dun feel like going to teach.
farking sianz. maybe i shld just become a normal undergrad who has nothing to worry abt but onli studies.
this is the fourth week. but i seems to me that school has just started..
i know this is bad but there's nothing i can do.
i m losing interest in my studies and tution. all i want is just to stay at home. doing nothing
anyway life is fuck up. i hate everyone around me. they are all fuckers!

dog show

had a long day.
monring woke up late for tuition.
after tat went dog show with valen and her groomer
wa dogs there are very obedient. if i bring cuppy go i think he will be the worst behave dog in the dog show:( but i really wish i can bring him go see see
bought many things for cuppy and fish fish for latte
after tat went home walked cuppy then tuition again.. tired
then jogged cuppy after tuiton and bath him. today jogged quite long.
haizzz i miss u wife :(

a long day :(

haizz today super tired...
just home from many many many and non stop tuitions.
kinda regretted teaching tuition :(
since afternoon i'd been teaching non stop at the tuition center. students come one after another. i teach continuosly non stop from 1 plus till 7 plus. sigh... farking tired sia

i miss u wife :(

home~~~

hmm dinner with them are ok except that u r not here
they all couple couple sia~"~
haizzz i miss u... just lost one student~
source of income is getting lesser. but i will try to spend less dont worry abt me ya :)
i love you :) i miss u alot alot
very long no sex already :(

just home

tired day =.="'
went town to help chris buy his new HTC Touch PDA, nice phone but compare to atom life abit slow...
sch is bored today... ppl are already studying so hard in the library. nerds...
i miss you. i am worried abt you. but i duno how to help. :(
bills are such coming in one by one. need to work hard to pay them.
dun worry i will earn money so that u have enuf to spend in USA but give me some time.
i miss you... you must really take care. i know urs frens are such spoilt breds. bear with them. ignore them. concentrate on studies. must study hard!! i love you muackz...
hai~~~this sem without you is really so tough :(
i miss the time we studied together.. but end up doing others things :)
i miss watching movies with you. now i just rent dvds home to watch so i can have more time home with cuppy and latte.
老婆你要加油
我愛你

before i go out for the last tuition i just want to tell you.. i love love you very the much

老公, 我很想你, 很想你!!!!!

miss u sia

gf ah i miss u lehz
i am watching storm the yard now and i am falling aslp
this sem i must study hard hard hard but u're not here :(
i miss the times when we studied together but ended up doing other things
i miss watching movies with u.
i wanna rent all the movies that i watched wid u before

........

wife ah
today i typed in english ok??
i miss u sia but i am happy tat u r back to buffalo le
i skipped lesson tis morning again. sianz. sch is so bored esp when u r not in sg
i watched storm the yard just now. rented from video ezy.
fuck the gta dvd really spoiled my laptop
now i am waiting to buy a hard disk to back up my songs porn and fotos.
i am bored. i miss u. shld i go sch??
sch sucks. fuckers and posers all arnd and the fucking idiotic prof doesn't allow me to take fyp i appealed twice le. cb
duno how la. if u in sg then good.
did u buy lacey bras and panties??????????????????????????????

erm...

剛到家不久
因為小婷婷的女朋友不見了
一直在陪他找了很久
老婆你去學校了哦
我好想你哦
:(
你都不好好照顧自己拉
什麼東西都不見了
你在美國要小心一點阿
不要那麼糊塗..
今天比較忙...
不過我還是一直在想你哦
我愛你拉

sunday

今天本來要帶cuppy出去公園的
可是下大雨
所就可能等等帶他去跑步
你在美國一個人一定很辛苦 :(
我好想過去陪你 :(
現在的你在做啥呢??

情人節快樂

老婆今天是七夕情人節哦
祝你情人節快樂
我愛你愛你愛你

晚餐

剛才跟你媽媽去吃晚餐
他真的對我很好
也很關心你也
你在美國要加油哦
我會在新加坡好好照顧latte跟cuppy的
不過我真的好想你
一直一直重複看著你寫給我的信 :(

what u doing now? i miss u

老婆
現在的你在做啥呢
我睡不著
一直在看我們的照片還有你寫給我的信
我好想你

:(

等等要帶cuppy下樓去了
剛才一直在看你以前寫給我的信
你知道麼我還有你在2003年寫給我的信哦
還有我的第一個情人節禮物,你從英國帶回來的
我要把你寫的信帶在身邊,出門的時候才可以看...
想你

i miss u alot :(

睡不著

偶睡不著拉
偶想念你....

視訊

剛才在視訊看到你了..終於..
好開心..你也快要開學了.要好好的去玩.
拍多點照片給我看..
短短的幾分鐘..不過我還是希望你能在我身邊 :(
好想你..
跟我說完話我在床上哭的睡著了
起來的時候5點多了
趕快帶cuppy下樓
回來的時候還幫他梳毛
現在在房間陪latte
latte一直在舔我的衣服
老婆我愛你
你要好好照顧自己
忘了問你美國的食物吃的習慣麼
老婆我不想多讀一個學期;((((

睡不著

今天傍晚坐165去教書的時候經過你家
真的好想上去你的房間找你..好希望你會在家.
每次聽到你的聲音都忍不住哭了..
我真的真的好想你哦. 我也想跟你去美國讀書. 這樣我才能照顧你 :(
你要吃藥, 要吃飽, 不能餓肚子
我會好好照顧 latte 跟 cuppy 的
我現在每天都帶cuppy下去..
有空都在家等你..
愛你

簡訊

剛才起來收到了你的簡訊

眼淚又開始流了....我想你

想你的夜

現在才忙完



剛才在補習班跟學長談事情談到11點多



坐車到家都12點多了. 可憐的cuppy在門口等我回來



唉~~現在才有空坐下來...



喝了一杯咖啡...



補習的時候一直看著電話裡你的號碼, 你的照片. 多麼希望你還在新加坡. 多麼希望在那個時候收



到你的簡訊可是我知道那是不可能的因為你人在飛機上.



我也好希望你能來陪我補習. 下課跟你一起去茶餐廳吃飯...



我發現我的生活不能沒有你... 你是我生命的一部分.. 你走了什麼事都沒有意義了..



現在的我好想你... 我好想看到你.. 眼淚在不知不覺中落下...



我好恨自己的一錯再錯.. 好恨自己不是那個陪你一起飛去美國的人



我真的好想去找你.. 但是我也不放心cuppy跟latte.



看到你在機場哭了.. 我一直忍住自己的淚. 在計程車上也不敢哭.



現在的你在飛機上休息麼? 還是在吃飯呢? 有沒有吃藥阿? 會不會冷阿?



我好想看到你.. 聽到你的聲音.. 摸摸你的臉.. 你的笑容就是我的生命.



看著我們拍過的照片. 我懷念以前我們一起做過的事. 我好想回到過去.



跟你開開心心得. 自由自在. 去游泳, 去動物園, 去看電影, 去吃愛吃的東西



這一年是老天給我的懲罰, 罰我對你的不忠.



你放心. 現在我的心除了家人, 就只有你了. 沒有人能取代你在我心中的地位. 我再也不會對他人動



心.



就讓我用這一年來證明給你看.



你一定一定要好好照顧自己. 有心事要跟我分享. 我不希望你什麼事都放在心理. 我對你也會坦承.



我開心難過都會跟你說.



還有一點我最擔心的事你的身體. 美國天氣很冷. 怕你鼻子受不了. 答應我如果什麼不舒服要跟我

說. 還有要看醫生吃藥.

我不在你要學會照顧自己. 不要只躲在被子裡.

不管什麼事都不要瞞著我好麼???

想你

放學了

我今天下午去上學了...

可是我不開心...

因為沒有你.. 做什麼事都無精打采...

我確定要多讀一個學期了因為我的fyp沒有通過...

好難過... 對不起了.. 無法在明年的五月一起畢業...

我好想你.. cuppy好想你..latte也好想你

加油...

你離開了新加坡...

我除了為你加油也只能在這裡默默的等你

難過... 眼淚不停的流...我真的好想你!!!

CUPPY跟LATTE也會很想你的

你一定要加油...

我們約定你記得麼

我會乖乖等你回來...不會再騙你了

美國現在很冷, 你要記得多穿衣服才不會生病, 還有醫生給你的藥要記得吃

你走了...我的笑也跟著你走了...我愛你

要飛了

為什麼人總是到失去才來後悔呢???

早上就要送你上飛機了

我真的很對不起, 對你做過了那麼多的壞事

你卻一次次的給我機會, 我真的很慚愧...

回台灣的幾天我真的想通了...

我知道誰才是對我好.. 這兩年來你陪我走過了, 只有你我才感到溫暖

抱歉我不是個romantic的男友...我現在只希望你能快樂

我等你回來... 等你

最後一天了

時間過的好快

剩下一天了

我真的真的真的好捨不得你走

怎麼辦

睡不著

老婆

我睡不著

我想你....

我關了我的friendster

不想跟鼻屎人做朋友了

我只想 等你

還有3天:.......(

還有三天老婆就去美國了:(

老婆睡著了

老婆睡了...

以後你去美國了...

只能在web cam上看到你睡覺的樣子了...