hubby

i am sorry

from me

home from sch...

had a boring day...

nothing much in sch except nerds nerds and still nerds....

sianz...

dickhead

fuck~~cuppy stepped on my dickhead just now when i tried to carry him
blue black sia >"<╭∩╮(︶ε︶メ)╭∩╮

fark

just got home from Balmoral
went there for tuition
sorry wife i watched dvd till slp last nite.
feeling tired sia. fuck just one tuition oso tired.
i think itz the bus journey....
anyway i miss u. so many projects... if u r here u can help me do le :(
hahahahaha erm u haven bought lacey bras and panties lehz
faster buy and show me thru web cam ok
love love nei nei
muckz

i just woke up sia

.

had a boring day.
just feel like blogging before i change and go out for tuition.
tuition again. nowadays ever since u left i dun feel like going to teach.
farking sianz. maybe i shld just become a normal undergrad who has nothing to worry abt but onli studies.
this is the fourth week. but i seems to me that school has just started..
i know this is bad but there's nothing i can do.
i m losing interest in my studies and tution. all i want is just to stay at home. doing nothing
anyway life is fuck up. i hate everyone around me. they are all fuckers!

dog show

had a long day.
monring woke up late for tuition.
after tat went dog show with valen and her groomer
wa dogs there are very obedient. if i bring cuppy go i think he will be the worst behave dog in the dog show:( but i really wish i can bring him go see see
bought many things for cuppy and fish fish for latte
after tat went home walked cuppy then tuition again.. tired
then jogged cuppy after tuiton and bath him. today jogged quite long.
haizzz i miss u wife :(

a long day :(

haizz today super tired...
just home from many many many and non stop tuitions.
kinda regretted teaching tuition :(
since afternoon i'd been teaching non stop at the tuition center. students come one after another. i teach continuosly non stop from 1 plus till 7 plus. sigh... farking tired sia

i miss u wife :(

home~~~

hmm dinner with them are ok except that u r not here
they all couple couple sia~"~
haizzz i miss u... just lost one student~
source of income is getting lesser. but i will try to spend less dont worry abt me ya :)
i love you :) i miss u alot alot
very long no sex already :(

just home

tired day =.="'
went town to help chris buy his new HTC Touch PDA, nice phone but compare to atom life abit slow...
sch is bored today... ppl are already studying so hard in the library. nerds...
i miss you. i am worried abt you. but i duno how to help. :(
bills are such coming in one by one. need to work hard to pay them.
dun worry i will earn money so that u have enuf to spend in USA but give me some time.
i miss you... you must really take care. i know urs frens are such spoilt breds. bear with them. ignore them. concentrate on studies. must study hard!! i love you muackz...
hai~~~this sem without you is really so tough :(
i miss the time we studied together.. but end up doing others things :)
i miss watching movies with you. now i just rent dvds home to watch so i can have more time home with cuppy and latte.
老婆你要加油
我愛你

before i go out for the last tuition i just want to tell you.. i love love you very the much

老公, 我很想你, 很想你!!!!!

miss u sia

gf ah i miss u lehz
i am watching storm the yard now and i am falling aslp
this sem i must study hard hard hard but u're not here :(
i miss the times when we studied together but ended up doing other things
i miss watching movies with u.
i wanna rent all the movies that i watched wid u before

........

wife ah
today i typed in english ok??
i miss u sia but i am happy tat u r back to buffalo le
i skipped lesson tis morning again. sianz. sch is so bored esp when u r not in sg
i watched storm the yard just now. rented from video ezy.
fuck the gta dvd really spoiled my laptop
now i am waiting to buy a hard disk to back up my songs porn and fotos.
i am bored. i miss u. shld i go sch??
sch sucks. fuckers and posers all arnd and the fucking idiotic prof doesn't allow me to take fyp i appealed twice le. cb
duno how la. if u in sg then good.
did u buy lacey bras and panties??????????????????????????????

erm...

剛到家不久
因為小婷婷的女朋友不見了
一直在陪他找了很久
老婆你去學校了哦
我好想你哦
:(
你都不好好照顧自己拉
什麼東西都不見了
你在美國要小心一點阿
不要那麼糊塗..
今天比較忙...
不過我還是一直在想你哦
我愛你拉

sunday

今天本來要帶cuppy出去公園的
可是下大雨
所就可能等等帶他去跑步
你在美國一個人一定很辛苦 :(
我好想過去陪你 :(
現在的你在做啥呢??

情人節快樂

老婆今天是七夕情人節哦
祝你情人節快樂
我愛你愛你愛你

晚餐

剛才跟你媽媽去吃晚餐
他真的對我很好
也很關心你也
你在美國要加油哦
我會在新加坡好好照顧latte跟cuppy的
不過我真的好想你
一直一直重複看著你寫給我的信 :(

what u doing now? i miss u

老婆
現在的你在做啥呢
我睡不著
一直在看我們的照片還有你寫給我的信
我好想你

:(

等等要帶cuppy下樓去了
剛才一直在看你以前寫給我的信
你知道麼我還有你在2003年寫給我的信哦
還有我的第一個情人節禮物,你從英國帶回來的
我要把你寫的信帶在身邊,出門的時候才可以看...
想你

i miss u alot :(

睡不著

偶睡不著拉
偶想念你....

視訊

剛才在視訊看到你了..終於..
好開心..你也快要開學了.要好好的去玩.
拍多點照片給我看..
短短的幾分鐘..不過我還是希望你能在我身邊 :(
好想你..
跟我說完話我在床上哭的睡著了
起來的時候5點多了
趕快帶cuppy下樓
回來的時候還幫他梳毛
現在在房間陪latte
latte一直在舔我的衣服
老婆我愛你
你要好好照顧自己
忘了問你美國的食物吃的習慣麼
老婆我不想多讀一個學期;((((

睡不著

今天傍晚坐165去教書的時候經過你家
真的好想上去你的房間找你..好希望你會在家.
每次聽到你的聲音都忍不住哭了..
我真的真的好想你哦. 我也想跟你去美國讀書. 這樣我才能照顧你 :(
你要吃藥, 要吃飽, 不能餓肚子
我會好好照顧 latte 跟 cuppy 的
我現在每天都帶cuppy下去..
有空都在家等你..
愛你

簡訊

剛才起來收到了你的簡訊

眼淚又開始流了....我想你

想你的夜

現在才忙完



剛才在補習班跟學長談事情談到11點多



坐車到家都12點多了. 可憐的cuppy在門口等我回來



唉~~現在才有空坐下來...



喝了一杯咖啡...



補習的時候一直看著電話裡你的號碼, 你的照片. 多麼希望你還在新加坡. 多麼希望在那個時候收



到你的簡訊可是我知道那是不可能的因為你人在飛機上.



我也好希望你能來陪我補習. 下課跟你一起去茶餐廳吃飯...



我發現我的生活不能沒有你... 你是我生命的一部分.. 你走了什麼事都沒有意義了..



現在的我好想你... 我好想看到你.. 眼淚在不知不覺中落下...



我好恨自己的一錯再錯.. 好恨自己不是那個陪你一起飛去美國的人



我真的好想去找你.. 但是我也不放心cuppy跟latte.



看到你在機場哭了.. 我一直忍住自己的淚. 在計程車上也不敢哭.



現在的你在飛機上休息麼? 還是在吃飯呢? 有沒有吃藥阿? 會不會冷阿?



我好想看到你.. 聽到你的聲音.. 摸摸你的臉.. 你的笑容就是我的生命.



看著我們拍過的照片. 我懷念以前我們一起做過的事. 我好想回到過去.



跟你開開心心得. 自由自在. 去游泳, 去動物園, 去看電影, 去吃愛吃的東西



這一年是老天給我的懲罰, 罰我對你的不忠.



你放心. 現在我的心除了家人, 就只有你了. 沒有人能取代你在我心中的地位. 我再也不會對他人動



心.



就讓我用這一年來證明給你看.



你一定一定要好好照顧自己. 有心事要跟我分享. 我不希望你什麼事都放在心理. 我對你也會坦承.



我開心難過都會跟你說.



還有一點我最擔心的事你的身體. 美國天氣很冷. 怕你鼻子受不了. 答應我如果什麼不舒服要跟我

說. 還有要看醫生吃藥.

我不在你要學會照顧自己. 不要只躲在被子裡.

不管什麼事都不要瞞著我好麼???

想你

放學了

我今天下午去上學了...

可是我不開心...

因為沒有你.. 做什麼事都無精打采...

我確定要多讀一個學期了因為我的fyp沒有通過...

好難過... 對不起了.. 無法在明年的五月一起畢業...

我好想你.. cuppy好想你..latte也好想你

加油...

你離開了新加坡...

我除了為你加油也只能在這裡默默的等你

難過... 眼淚不停的流...我真的好想你!!!

CUPPY跟LATTE也會很想你的

你一定要加油...

我們約定你記得麼

我會乖乖等你回來...不會再騙你了

美國現在很冷, 你要記得多穿衣服才不會生病, 還有醫生給你的藥要記得吃

你走了...我的笑也跟著你走了...我愛你

要飛了

為什麼人總是到失去才來後悔呢???

早上就要送你上飛機了

我真的很對不起, 對你做過了那麼多的壞事

你卻一次次的給我機會, 我真的很慚愧...

回台灣的幾天我真的想通了...

我知道誰才是對我好.. 這兩年來你陪我走過了, 只有你我才感到溫暖

抱歉我不是個romantic的男友...我現在只希望你能快樂

我等你回來... 等你

最後一天了

時間過的好快

剩下一天了

我真的真的真的好捨不得你走

怎麼辦

睡不著

老婆

我睡不著

我想你....

我關了我的friendster

不想跟鼻屎人做朋友了

我只想 等你

還有3天:.......(

還有三天老婆就去美國了:(

老婆睡著了

老婆睡了...

以後你去美國了...

只能在web cam上看到你睡覺的樣子了...